爱河名雪♥中村月

Elated!

2010-12-15T05:16:00.000+08:00

Damn happy with my blogshop sales right now!
With 14 customers = 35 tees!

Super happy :)

Alright, missed one paper, retaking it next year march.

Supposedly to sign the paper on Monday, i've been dragging it until today.
But never give them notice, must go tml.
Gonna tell them, because I was dragged to m'sia by my mum on Sunday night. :)
Came back on Tuesday night :)
Nice! :)

Anyway, i love my baby! :)

Tatas!

Sweetest boyf

2010-12-08T15:57:00.001+08:00

Finally after so many month been wanting my 32gb ipod touch 4th gen, i've got it with me right now!

Damn happy! What makes me more happy is that my dearest actually paying half of it as my 17th birthday present, sweet!

Blogshop response from customer is getting better! Glad :)

Birthday overall planning is out ;)
10am Meet @ WWW entrance
Then enter and play until 1pm then have lunch and go back play until closing.

7pm Dinner @ Just Acia and celebration.

9pm maybe movie

11pm/12am home sweet home

that's for the day, hopefully more ppl going ;)

20 Dec' 10

2010-12-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

My birthday celebration will most likely be on 20 Dec' 10. Depending on my stupid assistant manager whether he want let my dearest off on that day anot. If not, it'll be either earlier or later :) Will update on those who are going :)

Anyway, i bet everyone who i'll be inviting have received my message, those who i did not send is because i know you'll be at overseas, so yeah :)

Those who received and decided not to come thus no reply, it's okay :)

So my lovely brothers & sisters who will be going:
Alex (best! First to confirm :) Hahaha!)
Hui Shan (maybe)
Marcus (not confirm)
Qin Xian (not confirm)

Alright, the rest who received my text, please reply me if you're going anot.

And, if you happen to have conflict with anyone mention here, please give me face just come.

Afterall, it's my birthday :)

Tyvm!

Revision revision revision

2010-12-03T03:10:00.000+08:00

Tml got to go to school to collect any revision paper that i don't have, then go meet my bestie, hs :)

Then we'll head off to Woodlands :) For her mass meet up payment, shiok lo :) Sure earn alot one her. Then after she collec t all the money, I'll steal it from her, (muahaha) LOL. We'll head off to revision! @ Woodlands Library.

She say confirm will have seat, better be. If not, kill her. LOL.

Okay, I should go sleep now. Tomorrow is the last day of school. I must go and get BEO revision paper from teacher!

Tatas! ;)

And, i cook udon just now, YUMMY!

After a long long time

2010-12-02T05:04:00.002+08:00

It's been really a long while since I last blogged. But whether I blog or not, no one reads anyway. ):

However, i think there is a need for me to post this time round. Because I need to advertise for my newly opened blogshop!

If you're interested in getting ....

1. Cartoon Tees

2. I ♥ (insert text) Tees

3. Alphabet Tees

4. Little Miss (Original) or Little Miss (Customize) Tees

5. Raglan Alphabet Tee

6. Polo Tees

7. Couple Tees

8. GEO LENS!

9. Geek Specs

10. Transparent Backpack

11. Cute Cable Wrap

12. Glow in the Dark Nail Polish

Do visit my blogshop @ http://letshoplikecrazy.blogspot.com

It may not be the cheapest blogshop, but friends, we can negotiate.
As long as it's reasonable. Please do note that I do not earn much :)

Thanks & I seriously hope that friends of mine will really support me :D

Okay, I'm quite happy with my geo lens preorder, friends & babyboy have really be supportive. With 3 customer, 12 orders alr :)
For cartoon tees, disappointed. Only got like 3 customers, only 4 orders. ):

Okay, nevermind. Will do more advertisements on my side.

I'm prepared for not going up to higher nitec. Attendance sucks. Totally lose motivation when I, myself know that no matter how much I revised for POA & BEO exam, it can't help me to get into higher nitec. ): But still, just try my best to score for this 2, wait till results are out. See if there is miracle then decide my next move.

Might consider doing something extremely crazy with bestie, Hui Shan & dearest, babyboy. Hopefully we can do it. Muahaha! But it's extremely crazy. We need to study like mad man. Haas!

Woah, a super wordy post. ;D Better than nothing!

Btw, still considering if I should go for HAOG's Youth Camp Finale Night. ):

I'm kinda sick ):

2010-09-03T01:42:00.002+08:00

Fuck, dearest's maple a/c has been suspended. Wonder what's wrong.

And, i'm wondering what's fucking wrong with my stomach.
I've been having ache for 3 fucking days.
Should be heading for the doctor soon.

Gonna accompany dearest for his interview tomorrow.
Hopefully he got the job ;D
(thanks Aileen for the info.)

Shall end here and go and sleep.
Stomach is acting up again. :X
Shall fix dearest's maple a/c tml then.
See ya, bye ;D

Happy Birthday!

2010-09-01T12:49:00.002+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish Alicer a

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy sweet 17th birthday yeah? I shall say much here. Cause I've written everything down for you already :D

Alright, ending here. Bye!

Going for Yumcha with Mum & baby later on :D Yummy!

Trip to Bishan & AMK

2010-08-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

Went out with dearest to AMKhub this afternoon, to get some stuffs and bought a durian puff to share with my dearest babyboy :) Delicious.

Aftermath, went to dearest's godsister house to get some stuffs done ;D

Had 7th month dinner (jiak tok) with Alicer's family, Aileen & Ritche plus dearest @ Bishan. I bet dearest enjoy his day, cause there is Guinness for him to drink. Teehee, found out something, which is Alicer's cousin is 90% alike to PHL. Cool :)

Alright, i shall stop here :D Tatas :D

Ohya, I've been playing back maple in Izar world :D Addiction :D

Ign: LUN4Rx3 :)

Add me if you're playing :D Fun! Bye.

Great day :D

2010-08-08T02:30:00.004+08:00

Somebody had been complaining that I haven't been updating. So here I am to update. ;) Feel honored and leave me a comment alright?

Relationship with baby is getting more and more stable ;D Super happy with that. And, darling i know you have been pampering me a lot recently like a baby and I'm like taking it so so for granted, I'm so sorry. But, you know I love you more than anyone else does.

Saw Aileen & Ritche on Friday, like so finally i get to see my 50cent. Damn happy la, and chitchat with her for like 45 mins, then she head off to get her haircut whereas baby and I went to Ikea to get my thing. And yeah, i skipped National Day celebration on Friday ;) Teehee. In fact, i forgotten that it was celebration that day.

Yesterday went for Saturday service @ HCC. Finally get to see Melissa, Sherilyn, Ting Fang, Xin Yuan, Angelia, Yi Wen, Cindra. I miss them so so much. Enjoyed my whole evening with Melissa, Sherilyn, Cindra & June. Aftermath, head down to Tampines, baby went over there to fetch me home, damn sweet can? I love you baby.

Tomorrow going for morning service with Serene. Most probably having lunch with them, aftermath, gotta rush down to Tampines to meet up with Alicer & Melynda and head over to school for the YOG thing. Hopefully it wouldn't be too boring. Sad to say, tomorrow i won't be at home the whole day, baby gotta be alone at home. ):

Baby, I'm sorry I can't keep you accompany at all tomorrow. Don't miss me too much alright? ;X Anyway, I love you, muacks! Take care of yourself tomorrow. I'll wake you up before I head off to HCC. I'll rush home right after everything alright? If you want, you can come over to Tampines fetch me too ;D

I LOVE YOU, BABYBOY!

My little princess, Miki.

2010-07-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

It's been a long while since I've last post.

Finally I'm here to post again, in fact, i doesn't know what to post.
But for the sake of my 50cent, i shall try to post up something.

This is my little princess, Miki. :)
I adopted her from my sec sch friend, Winston.
She's cute, isn't it?

She's a Shiba Inu, a smaller version of Akita Inu.

In fact, I wanted to rename her "Hachiko".
But since she was named "Miki" for a few months by her previous owner.
There's no point renaming her, it would only cause confusion to her.

But, I'm still having the urge to rename her.
Should I? Please comment and tell me if I should or should not.

Happy 1 year anniversary! ♥

2010-04-20T20:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, BABYBOY♥ !

Thank you for everything throughout this 1 year. Thank you for tolerating my nonsense, unreasonable attitude, princess's temper. Thank you so much. Especially loving me with your heart, pamper me to the max of your ability. Even though sometime, something that you did really make me angry to the max, but I still love you. Because love isn't about being together, but will to accept each other good and bad point. And, because of that, I love you (: Lastly, I want to carry on walking with you till the end, will you walk together with me? Love you, darling. ♥

Yes, I do.

Reminiscence the old days.

2010-04-19T04:48:00.004+08:00

It's Monday now, 19 April 2010. Tomorrow will be Tuesday, 20 April 2010. This date is really so reminiscing, one year ago on this very date, I fell in love with you and be with you. Now, we've been together for one year, been through plenty of tough times. Seriously, I'm glad that I'm still with you till this very day, and want to continue walking the journey of our life together with you. I love you.

Alright, it's superb late now. Having school tomorrow. Shall post something more on the actual day. And, yippie, both dearest and I are having off day on that day (: Love!

I love enjoying time with bb.

2010-03-29T01:52:00.003+08:00

Caught the movie "Alice in Wonderland 3D" with babyboy on our eleventh monthsary.
Nice movie, worth the money. But it's seriously expensive.

Spend the last few weeks with babyboy. Love. Enjoy being with him. Soon, it'll be our 1 year anniversary already. I'm looking forward to it.

It's time for me to start planning on what I should do for my LEP Project. I'm left with 2 weeks of holiday to complete it.

I'm looking for jobs too. I want to buy lots of stuffs, so i'm in need of money. ):

Alright, adios!

And, surprisingly, I've completed watching "Azumanga Daioh" & currently watching "K-ON!".

I think after all, I can only rely on you, my boy.

Happy 11th monthsary!!!

2010-03-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 11th monthsary baby!

It's pretty long since we had enjoy ourselves and stuffs. Today i had tons of fun with you, and finally we have time for each other.

I can see that you're pretty in love with your E71 ah, take good care of it alright? Finally we got our couple phone a couple of days back, which is E71, different colour though :( kinda regretted not getting the white E71 as the red one are left with only 1 set :( but it's alright, at least we got the same phone yeah? Love you much!

Tomorrow will be your agency seminar, all the best, i'll be there to support you!

A moment of tears.

2010-03-11T03:50:00.004+08:00

My heart is feeling heavier & heavier.
I want to cry out loud, where are you? I'm worried sick.
I hope what I'm thinking and suspecting isn't true. Baby, tell me it's not true alright?
Where are you, baby?
I want to cry, a loud cry.
I'm scare!
Scare like hell, please appear in front of me now.
When will you learn to be responsible towards me?
Baby, i hope you'll tell me it's not true if not, I'll go insane!

Simply my words of thought.

2010-03-10T04:20:00.003+08:00

I understand you, I know how you feel. But, I'm sorry I can't be of much help to you, friend. You have to make the choice yourself, do what you want but never ever regret your choice. (:

Pride, is the cause of more trouble.
Arrogant, brings you nowhere in life.

Tell me, what can all this bring you? Can they bring you warm, care, love, or even money? No, they cause you to be so fake, why torture yourself by wearing a mask everyday? If pride is so important to you that even if you were to lose your love one, you still want your pride, then you'll be the one who lose out in the end. Pride is nothing. Secondly, why being arrogant? Arrogant only makes people around you feels that you're so "action". If you have the ability of doing what people can't do, great for you. You doesn't need to show it off to the whole world because you'll never know when will someone take over you. And, if you really have the ability, everyone will be able to see it without you having to say so. If people know it because you said so, what's the point? Keep it to yourself. If people know it, good. If people doesn't know it, it has its own good too. Lastly, being too prideful & arrogant will only cause people to dislike you.

(This is just my opinion, not referring to anyone. No offense!)

2010-02-28T05:02:00.001+08:00

I feel so relieve now (:

I love you, my boy. But I hate it when you keep things from me or make me feel like I'm not important! I hate this, I hate this. Don't make me feel like this again alright?

I want to be important to you, I want to!

I love you, my dear.

I'll never give up on you. But sometimes, i feel that how long can I endure with this? I really want to marry to you. Love you (:

Lethargic (:

2010-02-26T04:32:00.002+08:00

I'm lethargic, so lethargic. I want to sleep, I want to rest, & I want holidays!
I want to go Phuket, I want to go overseas! ):
I need to do my passport, but I'm lazy ):
I want back my morning life, night life sucks ):
I have a lot of catching up need to be done.
I'm swimming lesson tomorrow, but not at all excited.
But I want to swim.
Babyboy, when are we going for swimming again? ):
I miss those days & fun.
I still need to rush out my scripts for csv, lazy. ):
I want to play psp, but i doesn't have one now.
It's all babyboy's fault!
I'm very tired, I want to sleep now!
Bye.

If you seek help from people, and people help you.
You must heed their advice & change, get that?!
If not, no one will ever want to help you again.
Get help from professional will be the best option. (:
Take care, girl.
I'll still be there to help you, as long as you don't ......
PISS ME OFF (:

Out of control. ):

2010-02-23T03:48:00.002+08:00

Out of a sudden, i miss macpherson secondary school.
I regretted dropping my f&n, if not, i would most probably in sec 5 now. Out of a sudden, regret going to ite. But choices are made, no more turning back.

Life sucks, fml.

I doesn't know how to walk through this damn life of mine.

Lose control of my emotions. Just feel like slashing my wrist and die. Out of control. I hate this. My emotions are ups and downs, this is getting sickening. How I wish, I'm born without emotion, thinking. Then, I can jolly well, no need to suffer all these.

I'm scared. But even if, it's really happening. I won't do what I'm not supposed to do.

Devastated. Frustrated. Irritated.

OUT OF CONTROL!

A bad day ):

2010-02-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

My $40 fly far far away already ): Damn it. Why must I have the fucking toothache yesterday? And, due to that toothache, I had a slight fever D: But, now, I'm fully recovered.

But, no matter what, tomorrow, I'm going to fucking get that decay tooth out.

Arghs, and my house floor pops up. Scare me to hell ):

Alright, i need to rush out my resume & cover letter. Stopping here.

Happy CNY.

2010-02-19T04:26:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year wasn't as great as i thought it would be ):

Although during Valentine's Day, we had a tiff, but I had a great time with you @ Clarke Quay, baby. I'll never ever forget the Trisha ride, it's damn romantic (to me, at least.). I love you, baby.

Had work last Friday, was great. At least better than no money. Having work today & Saturday, a pity I can't celebrate our 10th month anniversary ):

I need to rush out my resume all this already, it's still not done.

Alright, nothing much to post.

Great Reunion Dinner.

2010-02-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

Went for reunion dinner with my father's side family @ AMK. Was great, dearest went with me.
Got 2 red packet already, and dearest got one from my Uncle's Wife. Going over to my Aunt's house on the 2nd day of CNY to get the biggest red packet.

Alright, seriously i need a haircut and gonna buy a new heel, damn pissed off with my hair.

Tml will be school-ing again and i've tried out the Portuguese Egg-tart that is sold in KFC, damn nice. I would highly recommend you guys to go and try it if you haven't and if you're a egg-tart lover. Seriously, in my own opinion, i love Portuguese Egg-tart more than normal egg-tart. It's damn nice. Go try it! It's just $1.30 for each egg-tart and $7.50 for a box of 6. It's worth it.

And, i got all my new year's clothing yesterday as well as my printer.

I need to go and get A4 paper for my printer soon.

Alright, a short post for today, bye.

In a hurry

2010-02-05T23:09:00.005+08:00

Mini Jam♥
(people not in photo: Aileen.)

Changed my blogskin (:

Alright, anyway, i haven't talk about the day where i played pool with Mini Jam.
Had pool with Alicer, Melynda & James. Not the whole Mini Jam, as Jovi is not interested and Aileen had something on. The coming Tuesday we're going to have another pool game.
I'm addicted to pool. Damn fun. I want a pool table in my future house too.

Yes, and i got back all my results for my progress test, got full marks for both OSA & CSV. Got 16 for EFC. I'm satisfied with it, but i want score better. GPA 4.0, i want it.

I'm damn happy for both Alicer & Melynda la. They were like so happy. Incredible, i cannot believe that it's happening. Don't give up on them alright? I believe they will ask you the question you want to hear man. HAHA. Loves <3.

Alright, i shall stop here then, nothing much to post.

February, a new month.

2010-02-01T05:51:00.004+08:00

It's a new month, February.

I've a no c-o-c-o-n-u-t person as a classmate, damn gross.
It just pisses me off whenever i talk to her. Whatever you tried to tell her, it just doesn't get into her coconut, sometimes it's just make me wonder, does she even have a coconut?
She is seriously the world first person who can make me be so pissed off, and worst of all, can say all kind of things straight at her face without caring about her feeling, such as, will she get hurt or whatever. Tsk.
I'm starting to be like a bully already, seriously.
I wouldn't want to be a bully because i was being bullied since young, i know how it feels like.
But, i didn't do things to make people bully me, people just hate me, i doesn't know why.
But, she is different, she does things to make people hate her and bully her.
She like to stare at people for no reasons at all, like people owe her a living or something.
She like to praise girls for no reasons and give people goose bumps, and feels like she is a lesbian or something.
She is like a sicko. (not elaborating. you know who i'm refering to, you know what i meant.)
She is damn gross in the way of eating and etc. (not elaborating.)
Alright, i shall stop talking about her.
*coconut = brain.

About a few more hours, i will need to face that no c-o-c-o-n-u-t girl again ):

Chinese New Year will be in 2 weeks' time. Which means it's time for new clothing, heels, bags and etc. I'm not really excited for new year but i'm excited for valentine's day, it clashes with new year ): But, who cares, i'm going to run away from my aunts after getting my ang bao (red packet) and go meet up with my dearest for our very 1st valentine's day.

Alright, tuesday will be playing pool with Mini Jam. (:
Excited for it, like finally i will get to learn how to play pool. HAHA.
Actually, Marcus & KaiYing teached me before, but i only played once.
So, i've already forgotten how to play it ):

Alright, i shall stop here.
Need to rush my OSA works now, to catch up with my class.
So, bye!

Suffocated.

2010-01-26T23:06:00.003+08:00

Just a short post.

Suffocated. *Not gonna elaborate.
(Everytime when bad things happened, I'll be the first to be blamed.)
[Maybe, I'm born to be blamed. Arghs, whatever. Let it be.]
{I rather be the bad person than my close friends (: }

I've nothing much to post.
Just that i love my clique now. They're awesome!

I'm having CSV progress test tmr, yet i can't absorb anything.
Prepare to get F instead of A tmr, gosh.
Moodless, i need my babyboy(my medicine.)
Alright, i've found someone who can laugh more than i do, that's Melynda!

Nothing much, till here, bye!

Happy 9th Monthsary, my love.

2010-01-20T04:35:00.003+08:00

I would like to dedicate this video to dearest(:

HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

We've been through so much that we're already together for 9 months.
Even though we do have fights & quarrels, but everytime after it's over, my love for you grew stronger and stronger. I cannot imagine how my life would turn out to be without you, baby.
I never ever mind suffering with you, because what i love is you & not your money.
In another 3 months time, we'll be together for 1 year!
And, you're the only one i want to be married to.
I love you, baby!

I want to conquer my laziness

2010-01-14T17:34:00.003+08:00

This whole week of school, i actually missed 2 days of school already, left tml; i'm so not gonna miss it again. Damn it.
What is done is already done.
I'm already starting to feel lazy to wake myself up early in the morning for 8am class.
Next week timetable is gonna change. Hopefully, it'll be a better one.

Lesson have been great, but classmates hasn't been great yet.
All I hope now, is as times goes by, will get to actually know everyone in class.
There is people i hate in class, but just for one year, tolerate.

Dearest, another 6 days, it'll be our 9th monthsary.
In another 3 months, it'll be our 1 year anniversary.
No matter how difficult life is, i'll wait for you.
I will be there for you, love you.
You know that you're the only person i wanted to be married to.
I love you. I miss you. And, i definitely need you.
You're my everything, my motivation.
No one and nothing can make me leave you, hate you.
I LOVE YOU, REY CHUN HONG SHEN!

Study hard (:

2010-01-06T16:37:00.003+08:00

It's been the 3rd day since school started. Will be having orientation for the whole weeks with some lessons. Boring ): Was still hesitating if i should join BL, name was given to the BL in charge, but i don't want to go camp. Tsk, shall see how then.

Alright, our notes is here with us already, i shall go and briefing read through and see what it's all about.

Anyway, i'm in A class. Stressed. I want to attain top 5 and be eligible for H.Nitec!

2nd day of 2010.

2010-01-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

It's the 2nd day of 2010, boring.
Dearest is going out soon already.

School will start in another 2 days, got almost everything done.
Nothing eventful happen, so shall wait till something eventful then i will update then.
Ending here, bye.

Let's welcome 2010 together.

2010-01-01T10:51:00.004+08:00

*edited/

Happy new year, 2010 is here!
Happy Birthday to Alicer's Mum!
Happy 7th monthsary to Aileen&Ritche!

Have an eventful new year eve due to Alex.
Here's why:
Alex was playing wrestling with dearest, and fell with the face landing first, his teeth knocked onto the floor and cracked. Now, Alex also left with 3/4 of his 2 front tooth. Secondly, we spent our new year in a 7-11. Had lots of laughter and chattering. At least it's a eventful one for me as well as a memorable one.

For this new year, I've a list of goals for myself:

Relationship with dearest will be smooth throughout the whole year, and last long.
Friendship with friends will grow strong.
Relationship with parent will be better.
Be decisive.
Attain top 5.
Slim down to 50kg by end of the year.
Get myself Satio & new chocolate.
Save at least $500 or more by end of 2010 (:
Study well this year and be eligible for Higher Nitec.
Make the right choice and never regret.
Make 2010 a better year and a good one.

I wish everyone a Happy New Year, as well as, all your wishes come true.
If your 2009 isn't a good one, make 2010 a good one.
If your 2009 is a good one, make 2010 a better one.
Happy New Year.

I'm ready for 2010.

2009-12-30T12:07:00.003+08:00

2009 is ending, and 2010 is going to start.
It'll be a brand new beginning for me in 2010.
2009 wasn't really a great one, but i do hope 2010 will be a better one.
Tomorrow will be the last day of 2009.
Spend it wisely, to make your 2009 a better one.
I'm ready for 2010, are you ready?

Bought my stationary for school already.
Registering for my course later on @ 2pm.
Buying uniform later on too, hope everything will turn out fine.
Alright, i shall end it here.
Gonna go prepare soon. Bye.

Awesome

2009-12-28T08:46:00.002+08:00

I got into the course i wanted, i got into the campus i wanted.

The month of happiness :D

2009-12-25T04:13:00.002+08:00

(20Dec'09)
Happy belated birthday to myself (:
Happy belated eighth monthsary, dearest!(:
Lastly,
Feliz Navidad, everyone!

P.S Feliz Navidad means Merry Christmas (:

Madly in love with you,

2009-12-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

Darling booked in this morning and won't be booking out tonight as he's in tekong ): No reception somemore, life is tough without darling ): imisshim :/

Just another 6 more days and it'll be our eighth monthsary as well as my birthday. In fact, yesterday should be our eighth monthsary, isn't it darling? We're together one week before the 20th. Darling, do you know that i've fallen deeply in love with you? I'm madly in love with you.

Went out to ikea with darling last night. Darling, i'm sorry for scaring you last night, but i'm perfectly natural alright? Love you (:

I'm yearning for a swim now!

Results, birthday, christmas, countdown falls on the same month.

2009-12-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

I'm definitely heading to Jurong for a swim with dearest, alex & maybe linyun after dearest's reservice. I want to go for a swim, but first, i want to get myself a goggle, and a swim cap. I don't want my hair to go dry again ):

The other time went for swimming for consecutive three days with dearest. Had great fun, but my hair went damn dry because of the chemicals in the pool ): But, at least i enjoyed with dearest. Supposedly, after enjoying for the third day, wanted to went home and sleep, but someone just pissed me off, fcuk!

Alright, nothing much to post anymore. Bye.

Counting down to our eighth month.

2009-12-08T00:12:00.004+08:00

It's been 6 days dearest went for his re-service. Just another 11 days, and he will complete his re-service. The past 6 days dearest managed to booked out every night so life has been easy (:

Just another 9 days, results will out. *Scared* Hopefully i can at least enter ite as well as the courses that i wanted to go in.

Been facebook-ing these few days. I'm addicted to facebook ):

Alright, i guess i'll end here. Nothing much to say.

I have washed my hands off this since a long time ago, i never wanted to win this trival matter, but it seems to you that i wanted. So be it. Our friendship end here then. Since your boyf said, "With friends like you, who needs enemies." Fine. Forget it.

I gave up, i'm walking away. Right or Wrong; God knows it well.

2009-11-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

Oh right, my boyf's childish tantrums. What about your boyf? Who is the one screaming and asking my boyf to listen to him first in the first place while my boyf is talking to him properly. The person who is making up assumption seems to be you and not me.

You didn't get what i'm really trying to say in the blog and you make the assumption that you're right. Yes, gossiping is girls' nature. But true friends don't gossip about the friends that really treasure. You claim that you asked me out all the time, then i will let it be. God knows it. I doesn't need to argue about it.

You said i'm the one making a big fuss out of it. Fine. I will let it be too. Everything you girls said are true and right. I'm always the one in the wrong, always the one who causes trouble and always the one who break friendship, alright? Does this satisfied you?

Aileen & Alicer are the only one who feels hurt because this friendship ended up like this because of trival matter but i don't feel it at all alright? I feel nothing, i'm numbed. You girls got parent gave birth to you all, i don't have. You all are the most pathetic, pitiful one. I'm just a trash.

Indeed, i said, i treasure this 4 years friendship but after thinking throughly, i decided to gave up. Take it that i'm running away from reality or what. But, i've my own reasons. You girls move on with your life.

Especially my best friend, i'm truly sorry. But, you've greater friends around you. I believe that they will be the friends that will be with you for life, and i think Aileen deserved to be your best friend more than i do. Sorry.

True friend, don't get corrupted.

2009-11-29T19:31:00.005+08:00

Disappointed in me because i quitted my job and my dearest quitted his too? We have our own problems that why we quitted. So, does that means that when you quitted your supposedly stable job, we ain't disappointed? But, did we strike you with faces? No right?

The face you shown us is not disappointment. I can see. I'm not thinking too much nor thinking too negatively. Because, i know, "Friends do come and go." Your facial expression that day was that you're unwilling that Alicer lent me those money. Also, before we reached, you keep calling over, and the tone you gave wasn't good. It was a tone of anger. What is this?

I don't see a point of explaining this thing anymore. It's just $15, just like my boyf's sister said. She could lend her friend $10k and say nothing at all. Not even to mention strike faces. True friend don't gossip as well as backstabbed their friend. True friend help each other. And, true friend don't say things that you would like to hear, this is because they love you and it's for your own good.

From this, i know who is my true friend and i know who is not.

I'll return you girls all the money i owe you girls once i found a job and got my first pay.

20 November' 09 = 7th monthsary.

2009-11-20T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hurted my head last night, got a huge bun on my head now ):
Just finished watching 'Brother' with dearest.
Going to watch 'Friday the 13th' & 'Just Follow Law'
I know it's all old movie, but that's all we missed. (:
Watched 'The Ramen Girl' with dearest & alex last night.
Great, anyone who haven't watched it, should watch.
But, it's a old movie too ): I know i'm pathetic ):

It's our 7th monthsary already, my dear.

I love you. Just another 5 more months.

We'll be together for one year.

You + Me = LOVE

Without you, i wouldn't know that there is someone i can love.

Without you, i wouldn't feel that i'm important.

Without you, i wouldn't feel that i'm different from the others.

Without you, i wouldn't knew that i'm worth so much.

With you, i realise there is someone i can love.

With you, i realise there is someone willing to give up so much for me.

You're the first guy, who is willing to change for me.

You're the first guy, who dote on me so much.

You're the first guy, who is willing to kneel down for me.

You're the first guy, who is willing to die for me.

You're the first guy, who is willing to do everything for me.

You're the first guy, who took care of me when i'm sick (fyi, 24/7 round the clock).

You're the first guy, who cares for my injury when i'm injured.

You're the first guy, who love me more than anyone else does.

You're the first guy, who managed to massage for me.

You're the first guy, who managed to make me swallow pills.

I always thought no one could give me the happiness & hurts that A gave me.

But you proved me wrong. You managed.

I love you, rey chun hong shen.

Happy 7th monthsary! (:

Why are we always the one being dumped?

2009-11-18T21:36:00.005+08:00

The past few days been staying at home, watching show.

Left shoulder is aching like hell. Went to see a doc at the polyclinic today.

Wasn't great, was referred to the hospital. I'm afraid.

But, at least dearest is there going through with me.

Mum cooked curry chicken again. Great.

Anyway, sometime i just hate human.

And, i don't understand why human always dump their friends?

Yes, indeed. I was one of the human that is willing to give up friends for love.

But, i knew there is one friend whom i couldn't bear to dump her.

We went through many things, and many obstacles before we became great friends.

As well as, each other's best friend, i could say.

But, now. There is another obstacles. I wanted to hear explaination from you.

I waited for calls, or even a text.

Finally, i got it. I doesn't want to answer it.

I gave it to my dearest.

I lied, i wasn't asleep at all.

I hate myself for this.

I wanted to be at your side when you're down, facing problems.

But, where was I the other day?

Running away from reality.

My dear friend, I'm sorry.

Since the day where i last met you.

I decided to MIA from you.

I wasn't given a chance to even know what i have done wrong.

I was strike with faces of displeased and etc.
My best friend, can you tell me, i beg you.

Am i wrong in borrowing money from you for our daily expenses?

Or,

I am wrong in letting you to wait for me for so long?

I wanted to know all these for many days.

But, i wasn't given a chance.

Why?

I'm truly sorry for not being there when you need me.

But, will I be given a chance to do that again?

And, will i be given a chance to hear your explaination?

I'm waiting. I'm really waiting.

What i love, is you.

2009-11-16T16:13:00.004+08:00

Going for my late lunch with dearest at coffeeshop now.

Dearest bought a book titled 'Marked' for himself last night.
Something like twilight, i guess.

Will update more about yesterday's trip when i'm back from my late lunch.
I need foooooooooooooooooooooooood now ! *winks*

I don't trust friends anymore.

2009-11-15T15:43:00.003+08:00

Going out with dearest to get word search, child-play.

I wished i was still a kid, but i need to grow (:

MIA-ing from the world. See you, human!

I wish things wouldn't turned out this way, but my heart was shattered.
I trust you girls, but everytime i was disappointed. But, it wasn't your fault because human tend to have expectation.
I shouldn't expect too much from you girls. Sorry.
My bestie, you're my listener, pillar.
I trusted you, share happiness & sadness with, the most.
We smile, laugh, cry together.
We helped each other up.
In the end, you disappointed me too.
Was i in the wrong to lend money from you, or was i wrong to let you girls waited?
I wasn't even told what i was wrong in yet, i was already strike with faces.
All i expected from you girls was truthfulness, whatever i was wrong in, just tell me, don't strike me with faces straight.
Maybe i was too sensitive or maybe i was wrong. But i doesn't want to listen to any explaination.
I know i am selfish for not giving you girls a chance to explain.
But i need time to heal. And, i'm afraid to get hurt again.
Even if, you managed to explain everything, what was the point?
I wanted to be stone-hearted, but i knew i was created soft hearted by God. I'll obey God for this.
Because i know i'm weak inside, i don't bothered to be tough outside anymore too.
I want to be who i am, i want to grow as myself, and not the fake me.
I will go MIA for days, weeks, or months to heal myself.
When i'm much better, we shall talk about it.
And, maybe by then, it'll be the time for explaination to everything.
See you, friends.

Daddy, heal me.

2009-11-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

I'll be going out of my house soon. *alone* (:

See you, bye (:

Will post again when i'm feeling better.

Vien, i believe you can be strong. Winks. ;-)

Get HIGH!

2009-11-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

I've edited my song playlist, there is 17 songs playing in shuffle. So enjoy alright?

Life is sucky, isn't it? Alright, i've nothing much to update but just a slight reminder, do tag please! (:

BYE!

Returning to blogger

2009-11-10T09:02:00.002+08:00

I've decided to shift from wordpress back to blogger. I will still be posting at http://lovextraordinary.wordpress.com but it'll be something much more private. Only people who know me well enough or should i say i really trust then will know the password to all my private post. So yeah, do relink. I'm very sorry. But it's kinda a simple relink. Just add a - in between the letter v and e of love and change the wordpress to blogspot. Haha.

Alright, Satio is out for quite a while. I want to try it out to see if the function is good. I'm so gonna get it. But i need a job. Why are job so tough to find? I thought Singapore was like a country where everyone will have a job, like bullshit ): I can't even find a job la.

Just another 10 more days to our 7th monthsary. I'm kinda like kiasu, i've done the present and given him. HAH. Dearest, i love you.

Alright, i'm going off now to watch 'Destination Truth' with my dearest. Bye (:

Relink please!

2009-08-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the trouble but i've moved to wordpress. As, blogger is being a bitch by giving me lots of problem. So, if it's not too troublesome, please relink me @ http://lovextraordinary.wordpress.com . Thanks (:

2009-08-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'm now using both blogger and onsugar (: Do visit me @ Crawlwalkrun@onsugar now (:

Do tag both here and there 8) Thanks.

Boost my motivation please !

2009-08-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

I'm having the urge to change from blogger to onsugar or tumblr or maybe livejournal ): But, i've been using this blog for like 1 years plus ):

School as per normal today. Monday will be Aces Day ); No half day at all ! Eeeeeee ): Lesbo's birthday is approaching, another 3 more days ! As well as Teachers' Day.

Time to study study study, alright. I'm going to do my geog h/w and revise some mathematics formula. I want to pass my favourite subject! Going to do some english paper too (:

BYE!

Foolishness

2009-08-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

School-ed as per normal. Didn't did much thing in school today, was totally distracted. 'N' level are just 11 days away, it's alr less than 2 weeks. I'm still not studying ): Going to buy assessment book alr though i know i doesn't have much time to do ): But, will just be rushing them out non-stop.

Having curry fish now (: Yummy. Alright, i've nothing much. Bye (:

Why is it that everytime when you face problems or whatsoever, you would cut your wrist? Why can't you ever change? Seriously, how silly can you be? Leaving scars on your wrist very nice meh? Having the scars there is equivalent to letting the whole incident reminding you again and again of your past and misery. Why do you want to let that happen? And. since you dare to cut it, face it! Why do you need to wear jacket the whole day just because you want to keep it from us? You know that we'll scold you because of your doing then don't do it. Are you even fit to call yourself a christian? Imagine, you going out to preach gospel, the person who you preach to see the newly cut scars on your wrist will be thinking, "What is the difference between a christian and a freethinker/Buddhism&etc?" The person will see no sense in being a christian when you're still doing what everyone else is doing. I'm seriously speechless about you alr, all i can say is, i gave up on you, girl. Do whatever you want, you like. I won't even bother anymore since you just won't learn your mistake and think smart ):

Failure is the stairs to Success (:

2009-08-21T17:10:00.001+08:00

Gave school a miss. Was sleeping @ home all the way till afternoon, nice.

Apparently, i didn't get a chance to know my english prelim marks ): Anyway, i'm disappointed, i did badly for my SS paper la ): I couldn't believe that i actually did so badly for my SBQ ): Sucks.

Hopefully, on monday i will be able to know all my marks although i don't think that i will do any better in any of the subjects.

Alright, i'm going off to watch my forensic heroes 2(:

Bye!

(I feel like editing my blogskin)

Four unforgettable months

2009-08-20T18:34:00.001+08:00

Happy fourth month anniversary, my love (:

We've been together for 4 wonderful, blissful months. Although we do have fights and quarrels, but through all this, we know each other better, we know what the other party wants. And, we know one simple and important thing, 'We truly and sincerely love each other.' I love you my dear.

I hope you will like the photo above(: It's done with heart by me (:

Se Aino !

2009-08-18T02:57:00.001+08:00

Hi, went to SE website out of boredom and i saw something chio (: SE Aino! I'm super in love with it than with SE Satio, but i'm very greedy. Heh heh heh, i'm going to get both! Haha, i know i'm greedy (i admit) but it's just too nice.

But i believe the prices of both phone will be superduperuber nice too. But, i don't care, i'm gonna save save save and get it (: Honey, will you get this for me? Haha. -.*

Alright, i'm going to sleep now, having my last prelim paper tomorrow (:

Maths Paper 2, i'm gonna thrash you down (so impossible lurh D: )

Bye!

Irritating old hag

2009-08-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

Alone @ home again ): Finally honey will be having his off-day tomorrow ;) 5 more days to our 4th monthsary, time flies yeah? No school on Monday ;D

That old hag is nagging again, why can't you just give me a peaceful day? Bitch! There isn't air-con at home so obviously i will need the fan right? Don't you have brains? Go be a nun la since you like to nag&nag&nag. I think even those nuns at the temple are far way better than you! Irritating.

Fucker, i hate you la. Knnbccb, go die go die! I rather i'm alone at home than to have you at home la, fucking bitch.

*Sorry for the vulgarities.*

Super pissed off with that bitch! All day long all she know is nag, go work OT la. Don't come back, i wish i got my own house now then i doesn't need to stay with this old hag. Arghs.

Will post later when i'm getting better on my mood.

How miserable will life be without you ):

2009-08-15T01:05:00.002+08:00

1 more paper to go! Yippie, Hooray! (: Actually prelims ain't that hard afterall although i don't feel that i will do well for the paper.

Another hour to go before mylove will end work ):

Been sleeping late @ night recently. Going to school late (: Though i'm tired, but when doing the paper, i can keep myself awake, that's like *WOW*. During mid-year i was sleeping for almost all the paper. But in prelim, i'm awake for all the paper (:

Alright, i'm superduperuber bored. Bye (:

I can't be imitated (:

2009-08-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

Hello, i've noticed that lately there are some childish spammer who like to spam couple's blog. If this pair of couple both of them have blog, they will go and spam it. Hello? Are you people jealous of people's happiness or whatsoever that you want to go and spam people's blog. And, being a imposter, you need to have skills! Somebody wanted to imitate me in my dearest boyf's blog but hello, i've been using 'HUIMIN' to tag in people's blog (: But, that imposter unknowingly used 'VIVIEN' to ruin my reputation. Stupid!

Alright, i can't be bothered with all these childish, brainless pathetic spammer (:

I've 4 more papers to go before i bid farewell to prelims so wish me good luck. I got to know my chinese paper 2 result alr, very disappointing. I'm not satisfied with my result because i scored an A for PSLE. I want an A for 'N' level too ): Alright, it's getting late, having maths paper tomorrow, need lots of concentration so BYE!

To eeeee & passerby:
I'm disgusting and sucks right? Does that concern you? Obviously is a N.O NO! So, please keep your big fat bloody asshole mouth SHUT! Got it? And, whether i fcuk with my boyf anot, it's also none of your business so fucking hell M.Y.O.B (Mind your own business) ! Got it?

我恶心对吗？关你的事吗？当然是不关啦！所以请你把你的又肥又大的嘴巴闭上！明白吗？还有，我跟我男友到底有没有做过爱也和你无关所以请你不要多管闲事！明白吗？

All the best, dearest cher !

2009-08-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

I'm backkkkkk. But, who cares whether i post a not right? Didn't online lately, been playing havestmoon on Honey's psp.

Honey starts his new job alr(: Was great, see that he enjoys his work :D Work hard alright, my love.

Gave school a miss yesterday. Anyway, it's celebration for the National Day. Mr. Sulaiman left for his further studies. All the best, cher!(; Guess i didn't go school yesterday might be a right choice, though i may have missed out on what he wanted to tell me, but at least i doesn't need to be there to bid farewell. It's hard ): Afterall, he is the teacher who understand me the most in MPSS.

Anyway, i felt relieved that English 1, SS and Chinese 1 & 2 are over (: Hooray. Now, all i hope is i do well for my paper.

Won't be plurking or blogging lately (:

Regretted.

2009-08-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

Seriously, thru these four years in school, this year. MPSS you have seriously make me regret choosing you as my 1st choice. Why didn't i choose a better school which can motivates me to study and get good results? A student who scored 184 for her PSLE who is capable of scoring at least a B for all her subjects during her 'N' level and headed for sec 5, aftermath Polytechnic has actually dropped her f&n, failed in her academic so poorly that now she feel that she has no more hopes for sec5 and poly but to enter ITE first. Yes, i can't say that i doesn't have any faults, but if this school is such a fun/good school. Every single student would come to school daily without failed. Why is it that so many students are skipping school daily? Why is it that students are having such tough times to wake up for school? Yes, everytime students will say, cannot wake up; lazy to wake up. But, have you ever thought that why is it so? If school is fun, student will wake themselves up for school no matter what it takes. In TKPS, i've never skipped a single day of school unless i really cannot wake up and sleep till afternoon or i'm sick. Even if i'm late for school, i will still go. And, when i missed school that particular day, when i wake up, i will be anxious, tears will roll down my cheek and i'll blame myself, why didn't i wake up for school? But now, i wished, prayed and hoped that school will close for H1N1, i wanted to skip school daily, i will dilly-dally at home before i finally drag myself to school. I regretted chosing MPSS as my 1st choice. I hate school so so so muchhhhhhh now ):

Dearest, i love you (:

2009-08-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

Went over to Ritche's house last night, stay over. Didn't really did much thing over there. Had breakfast & lunch @ his place. Nice (: Because i like Philippine's cooking ;D Honey was coaxing me to sleep the whole night over there. Was nice.

Supposedly wanted to go over to ikea with honey. But in the end, because he didn't sleep the whole night, so we decided to go home and sleep (: Honey gonna start working in his new working place alr ): Nobody to coax me to sleep alr ): Prelims are just 3 days away. Haven't revise a single bits of work D;

Alright, i'm having a running nose now. Irritating. Going off now (:

99th post (:

2009-08-01T01:23:00.002+08:00

Hello, i'm backkkkk. Alright, school-ed today. Went to art room to help my girlf(s) with their art work. As, their coursework (layout) deadline is today. So rush rush rush. Told Honey to reach @ 530pm and let him waited for 1 and a half hour ): Ritche waited for 50cent too.

Just finished clearing my table in the living room. Superb restless now. D;

Tmr girlf(s) having their art again. Shall see if i can wake up, if i can. I will go and help them. If not, jiayou girls (;

Alright, i got to go now. Bye (:

Nonsense

2009-07-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

Gave school a miss today. Lied to teacher that i vomited, and ohgosh, please, you're thinking too much alright? Vomiting means I'm pregnant. Please la, if that's the case, everybody who vomit is pregnant la? Dots.

Downloaded Google chrome internet browser and Opera internet browser. Now, i got 5 internet browser now (: Cool. Alright, will see which internet browser works faster and better.

Seriously, I'm pissed off when i heard about it. If i knew it in the first place, i wouldn't even have catch a glimpse of it. Whatever, anyway if i got it first, who will be the one copying then? *Laughs.

Damn it.

2009-07-28T23:37:00.001+08:00

What is wrong with my blogger again? ): Irritated. Alright, blog hopped just now. Boring. Seems like nowadays people less update already ): Is it because exams are nearing? Or is it because people have lesser activities now? Boring boring.

Alright, this entry is posted out of boredom. Nobody tag my blog one ): Is there anyone reading at all ): Sian-ed. School starts late tomorrow. Yippie.

Alright, honey promised to buy me 2 hamsters, 1 puppy & SE Satio phone (: Thanks honey.

I still have to go wash dishes later on. D; Lethargic.

Prelim is 8 days away only. Had 'N' level chinese oral today. Poorly done ): Had a chinese test paper today. Guess most likely i will get a borderline pass only or fail. My chinese grades are getting from bad to worst. Why? Time to buck up on my chinese and english. Language are my only hope. I'm so gonna mug for my social studies soon. Before the 1st Aug arrives. Next, i will mug for mathematics. Aftermath, geography, physics and biology.

Alright, gotta go. Bye ;D

Retarded idiot fucker !

2009-07-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hello ! I'm backkkk (: Vomited last night @ 2am plus like nobody's business. Took medicine and sleepppp. Morning wake up, go school. Was late ): Skipped CWO (; I rocks cause got chinese oral ma.

Oral ends at around 3plus. Better than English oral. Ended one hour earlier than english oral (: Went to Bugis with kk & Joreen. Kk wanted to buy soft pastel paper for her art. Accompanied her, and went to have Oreo Mcflurry, chitchat awhile then went to Bugis Junction to find Honey.

Went home with Honey. A nice trip home (: Reached home, a fucking retarded idiot was shouting vulgarities @ my house downstair opposite de void deck. Crazy fellow. Guess he is drunk. He was insulting CHINESE! Like fuck, guess he is shouting at Honey just because honey was standing near the window looking out as he heard some idiot shouting. And, ended up that retarded idiot somewhat i guess shouted honey. Siao!

Alright, nothing much, bye !

Blogger is backkk to normal (:

2009-07-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

Finally my blogger is backkkkk to normal ! Woohoo(;

Tmr school again, but i'm not feeling tired. Alright, didn't went out today so i have nothing to post at all. So, bye ! (:

Insomnia ):

2009-07-26T06:20:00.001+08:00

What is written below is practically just my opinion, my thinking. No offenses. (:

I've been wondering & pondering. You love that person. You want to be with him. You told your friends & him that you are willing to change for him. You're different now. You're willing to give up everything or anything for him. Have you ever heard of this saying: "Actions speaks louder than words." Don't keep saying but do it. Show him that you've changed. Show him that you're different. No point telling him the same thing again & again yet you're not doing anything. Do it!

- - - - - - - - - - - - - End - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Insomnia is killing me ): I'm only getting tired & sleepy when the clock reaches 5.30am. Gosh. Tmr still got school.

Sleeping @ this time = Waking up late in the afternoon
Waking up late in the afternoon = Sleeping late @ night
Sleeping late @ night = Can't wake up on time for school.

This is no good. Alright. It's getting late. Nights.

NDP'09 is nice

2009-07-26T02:55:00.000+08:00

Went for NDP'09 just now. Nice. Something different this year. Haha. After NDP, went to suntec for Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Next, went to Honey's friend house. Aftermath, cabbed home.

Honey is slacking with his friend now. Maybe he will accompany him home later. Gosh ): I'm so bored. Watching "Just Love 2" to kill boredom.

Chatting with angelia now on msn. Haha. Anyway, time to study alr. No more skipping of school. Really want to study well and score well for my 'N' level so that i can get into the course that i wanted in ITE. And, do well in it and go up to Poly. Most likely, i will choose a course that have Higher Nitec.

Alright, nothing much to say. Bye.

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2009-07-25T15:09:00.004+08:00

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What is wrong with Blogger?

2009-07-25T04:02:00.002+08:00

Alright, screw blogger. Now, IE also having problems with blogger. Screw screw screw blogger.

Alright, added a few songs into my playlist. So, now there is 15 songs playing randomly. Enjoy !

Had curry chicken just now. Yumyum.

Honey have another week of work to go before he gets his pay and start on a new job. When he starts work, i will have nothing to do. Life will be so boring. And, i will have to sleep alone w/o Honey beside me. How suffering. But, he need to earn big bucks from now on to achieve his goals and ambition and to fulfill his dreams. So, i just have to endure ):

Alright, i'm getting tired now. And, honey is asleep alr. Gonna get him into the room to sleep. Night :D

90th post

2009-07-24T15:25:00.004+08:00

Gave school a miss today again ): Slept only at 5am in the morning. And woke up at 9am. Shocked. Decided to not go school because by the time i reached school, i will only left with 3 periods of lesson to go. So, sleep till mummy is home.

She started to nag and nag and nag. You're too much, i tell you. I hate you. I hate you. You and daddy are no different at all. Yes, you guys think I'm like that right? Alright, fine. I'm like that then. Am i really your blood related daughter or you adopt me from somewhere? Even when I'm having a high fever. You hear me? HIGH FEVER ! Where are you? Working. What if i happened to have H1N1? Do you even care? All you know is to nag and nag and nag. You ask me to drink hot water. Do you even know that when i drink too much water, i will vomit all the water out? Do you know how suffering is that? Do you even know how suffering it was for me during the 3 days? Who is the one taking care of me? Not you, mummy. But my boyfriend! Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Yes, he love me so it's his job to take care of me. But, I'm only 16 mummy. Don't you feel that you have the responsible to take care of me since you gave birth to me? All you care about is money. You only know how to look down on people when they don't earn much. Hello! You think you earn a lot? You think you're one fucking wealthy woman? Please! You're not! I feel so ashamed to have you as my mother. To my friends, they will always tell me that your mother is better than mine so don't always complain that she is this and that. Yes, you may be good or better than other people's mother in some ways. But, they never know what you've said to me. Mummy, you make me hate you to the core. You have hurt me so deeply. Once i reached the age of 21. You won't see me again. I will move out. I promise. I'll never forget what you and daddy said to me. First, is him. Now, is you. Marvelous. I will remember this for life.

Alright, enough of ranting. I want honey now ):

Internet Explorer (:

2009-07-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

Alright, i think the only Internet explorer that doesn't have problem with blogger is IE(: So, i can post post post for goodness sake (:

Alright, today school was pretty alright. Found back my motivation to study. Finally. Prelims prelims prelims. Going to mug for my studies with girlf(s) soon i guess. Not planning to go sec 5. Decided to go ITE first before going to Poly. As, I'm losing interest in Combined Science. And, my combined Humanities are CMI one.

School time doesn't seems to pass slowly now for me. In a blink of an eye, i will finish 4 periods of lesson and having recess. After that, i will finish another 4 periods of lesson or 3 periods of lesson.

Was feeling giddy in school as i didn't have a proper rest the night before. Didn't take part in PE. Went for normal PE lesson instead of Ms Lau's class.

Right after school, went down to City Hall to meet up with Honey. Accompanied him for his interview. Great! Honey, Jiayou for your new job alright (: Just go through that 3 months of probation and $$$ will come rolling in (: Must work hard for your dreams and ambitions (: I will support you all the way (:

Alright, going off now. Super lethargic. Going to sleep if not i guess i will only fall asleep @ 4am/5am like that again. Guess I'm going suffer from insomnia.

Finally, i can post.

2009-07-23T02:45:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody, I'm having problem with blogger, arghs. Stupid blogger. Couldn't post using Safari, using Mozilla, have to post in a very very small box. Freak it !

Alright, changed my blogskin to a very simple one. Nice. Alright, having school tmr, look at the time now. I'm still not sleeping.

On MC for tuesday and wednesday, guess i miss out alot for school. Arghs, boring. Prelim starting on 5Aug'09. Time to study hard.

Alright, time to sleep now. Goodbye.

Anyway, you doesn't need to read my blog silently. B'cause i still know you're here. You know who you are.

P.S Guess i won't be blogging recently until i could post w/o any problem with blogger. Or, blogger is fixed. Carry on tagging.

3 months of love, still counting.

2009-07-20T00:02:00.003+08:00

Happy 3 months anniversary Honey! (:

Been together for 3 months le (: Although we do have tiffs sometime but still we're loving each other right? I'll never give you up no matter what. I love you. Honey, thanks for your care, love, concern, pamper, tolerance and many many more. You're my everything. Thanks.

Alright, i'm going off now. Going to accompany Honey go buy plaster, he injured himself D;

Bye :D

Honey, i'm sorry.

2009-07-19T01:06:00.003+08:00

Been quarreling with honey these few days, i'm very very frustrated with myself. I just can't control it. I feel lonely, i feel left-out. I don't know why. Maybe it's human nature. We feel lonely, we feel left-out because there is a hole in our heart that can never be fill up. Damn it. Honey, i'm sorry for scolding you, quarreling with you. I love you (:

Seriously, whenever i quarreled with honey. I feel that i've let him down, seriously. I don't know what i want. I don't know what am i thinking exactly. Can someone tell me, why am i like this now? This seriously isn't me. I wasn't like this in the past, neither am i now. I don't want to be someone so indecisive D; I want to know what i want, what i'm thinking. Saying that i love you, honey. I don't even know how to love you. I don't even know if i really love you. I hate this. Honey, i'm sorry that i've never told you this. I'm afraid that you would leave me for this. I'm afraid of lonely. I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of losing you this support, this shoulder. I need you, i seriously need you.

It's not that i don't allow you to be with your friends, brothers and sisters. I know you don't belong to me alone. But, i hate to be left alone when you're with them. That's why, i usually only follows you to meet Alex and not Wx, Lt they all. Because i can communicate with Alex but not the others. And, you know about Lt.

Yes, i do admit too that i'm selfish. I've the selfish mindset. I want you to only belong to me, just me. And, no one else. I'm sorry for this selfish side of me. But, honey. I simply just can't lose you. I know these few weeks i've been telling you something or somewhat hinting you of breaking up. I'm sorry. I don't mean it. But, i want to stop myself from depending on you too much and having that stupid, selfish mindset. I just need you too much. I love you. Sorry.

I promise to try to stop myself from giving you all these nonsense anymore. I love you.

Stop playing roller coaster here !

2009-07-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hello, im backed. Like finally, my fever went down. But cough somewhat got worst, just couldn't stop coughing. Fever aren't really gone yet. Still going up and down like as if it's playing roller coaster in my body. Stupid fever.

Alright, heard that Joreen, Ka Khay, Ain, Usha, Jonathan, Daniel are having fever too. So it's like my class have 7 people who is having fever. Plus, Marcus is having fever too. And, J and Kk's fever are going up and down too. Recently, many people fall sick. So, must take care.

Anyway, tml if i doesn't have fever i will be going school alr. So it's time for me to sleep plus honey have been nagging at me to sleep alr. So, bye ;D

No appetite ):

2009-07-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

85th posts (: Alright, i'm having fever again D: This time round, high fever. Since morning i've been vomiting until now. Damn torturing la. Alright, i'm feeling very unwell now. So bye :D

Hope that i'll recover by Monday. If not, i will go and get mc again ): Bye.

Childish !

2009-07-10T00:36:00.002+08:00

Wow, someone came here and accused me of showing off about my boyfriend, yet now, here she is telling everyone that her boyfriend take care of her, she doesn't need to earn at all, and her father give her $500/month. WHO IS THE ONE WHO IS SHOWING OFF HERE NOW?

To: ???

Don't look down on poor people because one day, you might become poor too ! Nobody can be wealthy forever, and even if you're so damn wealthy, when you die, can you even bring those money with you? One day you will get your retribution! And, although my boyfriend doesn't earn much, at least he still has the ability to take care of me, and i doesn't need to earn ! Unlike you, your boyfriend need to be fucking wealthy before he can take care of you, oh poor guy. And, please. If you're so fucking bored and want to spam people's blog or even come and accuse other of showing off. Aftermath, you yourself showing off here, please. Go somewhere else or since you are so rich, publish on the newspaper that you're so damn rich that your boyfriend take care of you and your dad give you $500/month ! Stop your fucking childish nonsense here. If you need entertainment, use your money and find some entertainer to entertain you, we won't entertain you ! Childish fucking dog ! Some nameless asshole who doesn't dare to write their name down! Since you're so ashamed of your name, then ask your wealthy dad to bring you go to the lawyer and change your name to "???" or even better "Nameless Dog" or "Childish Blog Spammer" !

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To: A.Yuko KOLYN

Let's ignore this childish nameless dog (:

2009-07-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm home (: Alright, was blog-hopping and came across this quiz, so decided to do it. As, i'm bored D;

Its All Me
1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?

Nobody's Home.

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?

School and lunch with girlfs

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?

Honey.

4. Favorite drink?

Heaven & Earth's Green Tea.

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?

Obviously.

6. Last time you talked to your mom?

The day before yesterday?

7. Where are you right now?

Infront of my laptop.

8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?

Yes, i will (:

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?

Nothing.

10. Favorite pie?

Piekia's pie and Apple Pie(Mac's)

11. How is your hair?

Alright. Can be better.

12. Where's the last place you walked to?

My room?

13. Last time you had a sleepover?

Can't remember.

14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?

4am.

15. What are you doing?

Doing this quiz and chatting with friends on msn.

16. Have you been in a car accident?

No, if i had, most probably you won't see me here.

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?

Forgotten.

18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?

♥Honey

19. What did the last text message you received say?

eh... idk eh

20. Last time you went to church?

March '09 (Around there)

21. Story behind your MySpace song?

I don't have MySpace.

22. What's bothering you right now?

What time is honey coming home.

DESCRIBE YOUR:
23.Wallet?

Black Rose

24.Eyes?

Small

25.Life?

Blissful.

WHAT ARE YOU:
26.Doing this weekend to come?

Most probably going to petfarm with girlfs.

27.Wearing?

Sleeveless

28.Wanting?

Beauty sleep & honey.

29.Listening to?

People blog's song.

30.What do you smell? Nothing?

31.Do you sleep naked?

No.

32.Do you like seafood?

Yep. 100% love.

33.Do you remember your dreams?

Sometimes.

34.Do you consider yourself a study freak?

No, i don't study much (;

35.Do you speak another language other than English?

Chinese and Dialects.

36.What did you do last night?

Sleeping, enduring the pain of my headache.

37.What do you hate?

You doesn't need to know (:

38.Orange or apple juice?

Apple juice.

39.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?

Aileen, Alicer, Ka Khay.

40.Last thing you ate?

Eclipse Spearmint Flavor Sweet.

Pick One Any One
Home Phone or Cell Phone?

Cell Phone.

Texting or Talking?

Texting.

MySpace or Facebook?

Facebook!

Photobucket or TinyPic?

Photobucket.

Girls or Guys as friends?

Depends.

Friends or Boyfriend/Girlfriend?

Both.

Sad or Boring?

Sad.

Panda or Polar?

Panda.

Dog or Cat?

Dog.

Motocross or Volleyball?

What is motocross?

Money or Love?

Both(:

Kissing or Hugging?

Hugging.

Cookies or Cake?

Cookies!

Dr. Pepper or Coke?

Coke!

Friends That Lie or Alone?

Alone.

Day or Night?

Night.

Sunset or Sunrise?

Sunset.

Short or Tall?

Average can?

Chubby or Skinny?

Acceptable size.

Left or Right?

Both.

Down or Up?

Up.

Hot or Cold?

Normal.

Smart or Dumb?

Smart.

Shy or Outgoing?

Outgoing.

Christmas or Valentines Day?

Christmas.

Summer or Fall?

Fall.

Spring or Winter?

Winter.

Clean or Dirty?

Clean.

Shower or Bath?

Shower.

Rain or Snow?

Snow.

Sunny or Windy?

Windy!

Walk or Run?

Walk.

Red or Blue?

Red.

Green or Yellow?

Green.

Racing or Riding?

Riding!

Dad or Mom?

Mom.

Brother or Sister?

Both.

White or Black?

Black.

iPOD or MP3?

iPOD.

Comedy or Horror?

Both.

Love or Hate?

Love .

Ugly or Cute?

Cute.

Eyes or Butt?

Eyes.

Smile or Nose?

Smile .

Single or Taken?

Depend on who i'm taken by.

Relationships or Hook-ups?

Relationships.

Alright, i'm tired. So i'm going to sleep. Bye (;

I doesn't need sarcastic comment (:

2009-07-08T10:32:00.003+08:00

Hello, i'm back again. Currently in school. Going to have recess soon. Using computer secretly, hate it man D: Alright, gotta go (:

To: ???
All i have to say is i'm not hao lian-ing. You're the one who come here and says that your daddy give you $500/month so who is the one hao lian-ing? And, i don't care how much your daddy give you every month. And, how much my boyfriend earns is none of your business. So please, MYOB (:

Sheesha, sheesha, sheesha.

2009-07-05T02:26:00.007+08:00

Sheesha(:

Hello. I'm back from sheesha. Went for sheesha with honey, Litian, Alson, Khairul(?) @ Reis(: Took the mint one, i didn't smoke much cause i don't like the taste, find it eww. Different people, different preference, so yeah (:

Had dinner with honey at eunos coffeeshop, reached bugis, went to buy beard papa cream puffs and chocolate mint mochi. Walked to Haji Lane for our sheesha.

Alright, had some snacks there, drinks and played Big 2 with honey, Alson & Khairul(?). Had some chatting & crapping.

Aftermath, will be heading over to Tampines first to get T-bar flat then head over to Bugis. Want to get a bag and top. Shall see how then.

Alright, i'm super lethargic now. So, ciaos! (:

Sheesha, sheesha, sheesha.

2009-07-04T19:16:00.003+08:00

I'm very very sad D; Because the cookies that honey and I bought for 10bucks ++ was eaten up by don't know who. Just 1 day! Half of the container was empty. Gosh, arghs.

Went out with Honey to meet wei xiang, li tian and nelson(?). Played poker, chitchat. After that, went for my dinner cum supper. Honey wanted to drink, so ordered 2 bottles of beer. I didn't drink at all. Haha, something happened while we're walking li tian home. Don't want to elaborate. Might be going for sheesha later together with li tian and nelson(?).

Walked back to Honey's place as he wanted to get his things. After that, cabbed home.

Had chinese oral mock exam, i think i screwed the whole conversation. I don't even know what is "ke wai shu". So, i'm just blabbering nonsense over there. Haha, hopefully i didn't failed that oral. The actual N level Chinese and English oral are just 24 days & 16 days away, will be having my english oral exam during my anniversary with Honey. Aww. Wish me goodluck man.

Alright, i've nothing else to write. Bye (:

All i need is YOU ;D

2009-07-03T00:42:00.006+08:00

Cute right? Haha, Honey bought it for me. Thanks love. It's my fav. spongebob squarepants la. Haha. Went to T1 with honey, saw couple lab. Have to urge to collect the ring man but obviously it's not ready yet. And, we've decided which necklace to go along with the ring. Haha. Bought my green nike bottle alr. It's like finally i got the green one. Bought 2, one for me, one for honey. Couple bottle?

Watched "Ghosts of Girlfriends Past" with honey. Going for "Transformers Marathon" tml. This movie is nice. Rated 5/5. Seriously, i believe it teaches everyone how to appreciates and treasure their partners(girlf/boyf). This is a great movie. I recommend people to watch it. Joreen was watching this together in the same hall, same cinema, same timing, same movie together with me too. Haha.

Honey's pay is like going to finish up after buying this and that to pamper me like a princess. Sorry honey. You doesn't need to do all this. I'm satisfied to have you, you and YOU ! (: Guess, this month's double date sheesha will be postponed again. See how then. Alright.

I need to go and eat my supper, shower and sleep(:

I love ChunHongShen forever (:

I love honey

2009-07-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

Currently at home now, going out with Honey soon to meet his brother&sister. Having stomachache, haha. Feel like shitting. Crap.

Alright, i've nothing to post today. So, yeah. Going to watch "Ghosts of Girlfriend Past" with Honey later @ 930pm (:

Mr. Ng is going for some operations, all the best cher. Get well soon !

Alright, i'm going off now. Bye ;D

2nd post of the day

2009-07-01T23:08:00.005+08:00

Didn't went out today although we planned to. Slept all the way from 5.30pm till now. Still very tired, very sleepy. Honey was forced to go down alone to buy food for me, (guilty.)

Chatted with Aileen(50cent) throughout all the lesson today, had lot of inside joke. (Do you have learning journey?) Haha, andand, (You know how to play chinese chess?) Haha. Only people who are there during the joke will understand. Alright.

Actually wanted to have sheesha with Aileen & Ritche. But, in the end, Honey's pay isn't here yet so we decided to have it another day. 50cent, we'll plan another one alright?

Alright, honey isn't home yet, i'm starving. Alright, gotta go. Bye (:

P.S Tag my blog & pleaseee click on my nuffnang's ads !

75th (: Wonderful ;D

2009-07-01T16:39:00.002+08:00

75th post (;

Alright, enjoying my bento set now. Millions of thanks to Boyf for helping me buy on his way back(; Wanted to catch "Ghosts of Girlfriend Past" with Honey. But GV Tampines doesn't seems to have shows for today. So, maybe we'll be catching other show first.

Need to wait for another 5 days before the ring will be done. I can't wait anymore, ohgosh. Haha. I think today will just go out with Honey instead of watching movie. See how.

Alright, i need to finish up the ton of food Honey bought for me. He's like feeding pig. I'm gaining weight honey. Stop feeding me like pig D:

I love you, dear.

Honey, dew miss you D:

2009-07-01T10:15:00.005+08:00

I didn't give school a miss. I'm in school. Supposed to have f&n now, doing coursework. But i decided to drop f&n. (actually still considering) Hearing what teacher says, i actually thought of giving it another try. But, i don't think i can make it. Tough decision huh?

In a air-conditioned room now, having somewhat difficulty to breathe. Shag. Hate the feeling of running nose. And, stupid running nose, now my nose's skin is peeling off D: Gosh.

I'm still wondering why is my honey so special? He managed to do something that couldn't be done by others. Wonderful(; Honey, dew love you forever. Do you love dew forever? Kisses.

Recess is coming in around 20mins time. Food! I'm coming. But there is some food i cannot eat. So sad. Must drink plenty of water.

Anyway, Happy 1 month anniversary to Aileen & Ritche. Last long (;

Another 19 more days to go. Honey, 3 months 3 months. I love you more than anything else.

I want double date sheesha (: 50cent! Come on.

Alright, i'm going off now. I've nothing else to type.

Give me more thrills pleaseeee.

2009-07-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

I finally swallowed pills ;D (miracle)*

No school today due to MC. Sleeping at home until Honey was home. The moment honey woke me up, he say he is going to bring me out. So, i went to prepare myself and headed to Tampines. Went over to TM first to get our movie tickets. After that, went over to T1's couple lab to get our couple ring. Thanks honey ;D Went back to TM to have our dinner at yoshinoya.

I got my socks, honey got his ear studs. We're happy ;D Honey really make my day daily. Loving him more and more. Thanks honey for everything, kisses to you.

Watched "Drag Me To Hell" with Honey (; It's really worth watching if you like thrills. Very thrilling, the show itself isn't scary, it's the sound effect and sudden appearance of the "ghosts/devils" Nice show. I will rate it 4.5/5. Some parts are very fake thus causing it to be a joke.

Everything today is regarding honey. Guess it's honey's day today? The price of our ring is his birth year, the date of collection is his fav. no., the amount we spent on food is his age. And, the seat he sit in the cinema is one of the digits of his birth year. Haha.

Having school tml, heard that form teacher have changed. D;

Alright, needa go. Honey is out from his shower.

(*people who know me well will understand ;D )

Honey, dew love you forever ;D

Sick ):

2009-06-30T03:10:00.002+08:00

290609

Before going to school, i didn't sleep. Was chatting with hz, wanted to be send back home due to my running nose and cough. Before going to school, i took my temperature, it was 37.0°C. Was telling Baby that hopefully later 37.5°C. Then kena send back home. Baby say, it's impossible for your temperature to reach 37.5°C. Went to school. Everything went as per normal. During temperature taking, my temperature was actually 37.6°C! 50cent saw it too. Couldn't believe it. So i took another time. Worst, 37.7°C! As 37.6°C is the triggered temperature. So, i was send down to the school temperature taking. Seems like the school temperature was faulty or something? It's always much much more lower than our own thermometer temperature.

Was sent home. Supposedly should be happy. But, because of the school. Must parent come fetch. Cannot go home by yourself or someone come fetch. Irritating. Waited for my mum to come. Went home to rest, after that went to polyclinic to see doctor. Darling is taking care of me despite he's having work tml D; Thanks hubby.

But i can't eat certain food D; Boredom. Alright. I needa go eat my porridge alr. No school tml ! ;D

I don't want to go school D:

2009-06-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

School starting tomorrow alr D; And, 2 more days to go. Mindef, please please don't give Darling a single call/sms pretty pleaseeee.

I haven't done a single homework yet. Having flu, sore throat. Ohgosh, i hate the feeling of sneezing. Hopefully, 50cent, lesbo they all will go school tml. Darling will be working from morning till night tml, boring.

I want go sheesha. Darling will be bringing me for sheesha when his pay come most probably. Alright, i'm going to sleep soon after showering. Bye ;D

I love you many many ;D

2009-06-27T06:59:00.004+08:00

Blog edited ;D Blogskin is still the same. Wait till i camwhore again then i'll change the photos (: I know its been long. Will camwhore soon ;D No more photos in uniform alright? ;D

Gonna wake my sleeping king up ;D Bye :)

P.S Tags replied in tagboard ;D

Going to S-I-X !

2009-06-27T05:13:00.002+08:00

Joined Plurk! (: Alright, i've added Plurk! into my blog (: Add me as friend if you are a user of Plurk! too (:

I'm still wide awake at this current time. Omg. Seriously, time passes fast isn't it? In a blink, it's the 27th already D; 2 more days to the end of holidays. I just feel that human emotion is something very complicated. When you're rotting at home during the holidays, you would just wish/pray/hope that school starts now. But, when holidays is coming to an end OR you're having school now, you would just wish/pray/hope that holidays is longer OR holidays come NOW. Why is this so? Confusion.

Darling is sleeping like a bigfatpig now :X (Ohgosh, don't kill me! D; baby when you see this.) Alright, i'm going to wake him up when i'm done blogging and doing stuffs. I also don't know what i want to do. Having the urge to edit my blogskin, blog and anything that is regarding my blog. I feels that my blog is sooooooooo messy, ugly and boring.

Readers oh readers, pleaseeeee tag my blog. I begged. It's ohsooooo-dead. Revive it readers. You can do it. Don't be shy, just tag. Anything you want, (eg. hello, hi, yo, tagged, i'm here to tag.) Anything, just tag ;D You can be a nameless tagger, want to be anonymous, can! no problems! go ahead ;D All i want is just tag ;D

It's kinda a long post? Anyway, one last thing !

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2009-06-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

Finally met up with tingfang, serene and melissa. Alright, after a long long time.

Baby is such a nuisance. Muahaha :X Alright, just kidding. Alright, had a fruitful chat with fang. Thanks for that long john meal.

Alright, i gotta go. Bye.

2 months anniversary :D

2009-06-20T14:51:00.003+08:00

Happy 2 months anniversary to Darling (:

Been together for 2 month, although we do quarrel but in our heart we know we love each other yeah? I love you, muack (: Darling, thank you for everything ;D

And, darling, thank for giving up your songs and my photos for my DjMax (: Haha ;D

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Having headache now D: Vomited twice. Suck. Alright, darling done cooking for me, i'm going to eat now ;D Hungry.

Incredible

2009-06-18T16:56:00.004+08:00

Happy 1 year 2 month anniversary to Babe (;

Wow, that's long. Continue to count. Although we've drifted apart. But still, we're babe. Any problems, you can still approach me alright? Love.

P.S Can send me those photo we took during the 2nd outing of MHYL? Thanks.

Darling, you're the best gift i've ever received.

2009-06-18T16:39:00.004+08:00

My 65th post (;

Darling, remember i told you i've seen many rainbows in 2009?

And that, i no longer see rainbows after i've decided to be with you?

People say rainbow can be seen only after the rain. But, not everyone and it's not easy to be able to see rainbow. So, when you saw a rainbow, you will have good luck for 7 years. (i'm not very sure.) But, it means something good will come. I never knew what is that good thing that is coming. But now, i know.

Darling, i've seen many rainbows because these rainbow are telling/informing me that you're coming. You're the good gift that those rainbows have given me. Now, i no longer see rainbow because I've found my Mr. Right through those rainbows.

Darling, i love you. 2 more days to our 2nd month. Loves <3

Now, those rainbows are bringing other good things to the others(;

Thanks Rainbow for giving me this precious gift (;

Darling, you're loved.

2009-06-14T11:51:00.004+08:00

/Edited*

MHYL's 2nd outing was successful, just some idiots came to spoiled our mood. *shall not elaborate.* Enjoy-ed with you girls. Some inside jokes. Didn't catch any movie as planned. But it's alright. We'll have another movie outing yeah? Who shall be the planner next? MYHL love.

Accompany-ed darling for 3 job interviews. Somewhat successful. Hope darling manage to get the job that he wanted. Timbre. *Pray hard* Going out with darling to get his army stuffs done with his mum.

Marcus will be back by tonight, i guess. And, i'm going to cut my hair later, most probably. I need to trim my fringe and cut my hair slightly shorter. Weather in Singapore kills. *HOT!* Alright, will update again when i'm back home.

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Went for lunch with baby's mum and step-father. Get his army stuffs done alr. Went to baby's house aftermath. Place his stuffs then went to alex's place. Went to tampines, darling treat alex to yoshinoya. I ate ToriQ. Then went to tampines park. The void deck there is superb kuku one. No stone table, nehmind. Then we saw some kuku uncle practising fishing at the grass there. Lol. Darn kuku la. And, some bangala spoiled my mood. Keep see-ing, buay song come la. No need see de. Screw him. Alright, i shall stop here. Didn't managed to get a haircut. Cause Snip Avenue full house D: Aww, alright. Gotta go. Sayonara ;D

Tags Replied:
RCHS: Baby, muacks (; ILY.
xinyuan: Alright girl. I'm yearning for subway too :D
Sandy: Enjoy-ed with you girls too ;D

2009-06-09T10:52:00.003+08:00

Woke up early today. Haha, darling says i kick him off the bed last night. Haha, lol. Had breakfast with darling, watched tv.

Going out to tamp later. I want buy my socks. Haha. Lol. Alright, a shorty post today.

From: ★A.Nayuki
To:

passerby: Oh, Picnik.com
serene♥: No wonder. Haha. Lol. Let's exchange. Mine is pink (: Haha.

Love is blind?

2009-06-08T08:58:00.002+08:00

Alright， finally my pay is here. Not enough D: Return some bucks to kai and no more money. Aww, wondering how am i going to go out with MYL. Guess, i will watch my spending on that day.

Darling still sleeping, ha. I haven't sleep since last night. Had mac with Marcus again. Darling is broke, so am I. I'm going to work work work. Guess i will go for my mum's suggestion. Boring.

Watched "The House" with Darling and Marcus at home last night, exciting and thrilling. Darling will be going to work later on. Boredom again, maybe meeting up with Marcus later after 3 together with Darling to buy my socks at Bugis/TM.

Holidays is boring w/o money because i can't get out of my house. Tomorrow going over to darling's house to sleep in the afternoon. Teehee. Going to rain soon, good weather to sleep in. Rocks.

Almost everyone around me is facing with money's problem. Lol. Is the economy so bad now? Hais. I'm getting tired. And, i guess i'm falling sick. Just a little bit too cold, i will sneeze. And, what's worst, i'm sneezing everyday.

I'm tired. *Yawns*

From: ★A.Nayuki.
To:

RCHS: No, darling more pig than me. Ha, ILY. Kiss kiss.
Aileen: Haha, really? Ok. Imy too. Meet up soon.
serene♥: Haha, alright. Thanks. You like green?
JOREEN: Updated. Lol. Haha. Thanks for tagging.

Boredom conquered me D;

2009-06-06T12:57:00.002+08:00

Another random pic. Alright, blogskin edited. Do comment. Tell me whether this is better looking or the previous one. Alright, haven't been sleeping since i woke up last night. Eyes are getting heavier as the times ticks. Breakfast is on the table waiting for me, but no appetite.

Darling still sleeping. Aww, wake up please darling. I'm bored. I wanted to go out today. Staying at home is boring plus i've been staying at home for like idk how many days. I want to go out.

Missed maths supplementary class on thursday. Lol. Haven't been attending F&N extra lessons at all, Mdm Zurina is going to start nagging once school starts. Didn't answer her single calls. I just doesn't want to care about f&n. I'm having the urge to drop f&n as i can't cope with my coursework, no point continue.

Alright, i'm going off now. *yawns* not to sleep. But to wake my darling up. Bye. Tough job.

2009-06-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

Thanks millions to Baby for those 2 items above. Alright, the first photo is a duck, something like Mr. Bean's bathing duck, but mine is the small version one, it's cute. And, the second photo is a Nike's water bottle, i'm looking for the green one, but i couldn't find it, so in the end, decided to take that. Pink again D: I want green green green ;D Nehmind, going to get another one when money rolls into my bank account. This time, i must get green for my dearest.

And, baby says he want to get me the SE Satio when it's out. Lol. Shall see how alright? ILY.

Alright, zhu is currently sleeping like a pig. Of course, he is my zhu ma. So obviously, he's sleeping like a pig. Ohno, will he kill me when he reads this? Just went to baby's blog not long ago. Erm, i will kill you. No worries.

Alright, i'm superb bored now. Going to my restaurant city soon. Bye.

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Unbelieveable despo level.

2009-06-02T13:48:00.007+08:00

SE Satio

I'm in love with that phone above. It has 12.1 mega pixel camera. Although it's touch screen but i'm gonna get it. I want i want. I know i'm very 粗鲁 (cu lu) but i don't care. Ha, sony ericsson Satio, i'm coming. Anyway, it's not out yet. Ha. I'm quite fascinated with LG Phones recently too, but still, i prefer this SE Satio. And, it caught my attention when i saw it on SE website. Hahaha.

Alright, went to school today for Maths Supplementary class. Forgot my calculator, sucks. Did my mid-year paper again, no confidence of passing at all. Didn't revise at all, how to pass? Damn it. Hopeless. Skipped Geography supplementary class, was so tired, decided to carry on sleeping instead of going plus i just couldn't understand what she is trying to teach, arghs. F&N extra lesson for coursework, skipped again. Went to Raffles Place to find my dearest (; Took keys, home sweet home.

Having sweet potato now, cool. Finally i satisfied my craving for sweet potato. Now, i'm having crave for pastas, sheesha with boy & girlf(s), fried rice, outing(s), hotpot, kinder joy, maplestory(out of sudden). Haha, i'm craving for so many things.

Holidays is boring. Due to my damn leg, fuck it. I want to go out. I'm going to recover by 12. I don't care. I'm going to go out and have fun. Staying at home is bored. So bored till i'm here posting. Haha. Boring boring boring. I'm going crazy ;D

I miss my baby boy la. I can't wait for him to end work. Roars.

Somehow, my heart ache when i hear ~~christian~~ song, why? I miss the eleven, meet up soon ;D

Alright, i'm going off to enjoy my sweet potato alr. Bye, ciaos ;D

50cent, i miss you.
Come school alright? Meetups, photoshots. Last long with him :D

2009-05-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

Alright, some stupid face here for entertainment.

Boring, restuarant city is earning more money money. Haha. Alright, i'm going for a shower soon. I can't stand the heat anymore.

My leg is recovering, not recovering. Lol. Idk. My aunt ask me if i wanted to go see a doc, i rejected. Ha, but if it's not recovering, i will ask her to bring me go see doc. Muahaha. Alright, just a short post. Bye.

I miss hubby, i love hubby ;D